Stream of Consciousness.

I should be sleeping, but I'm waiting for Kevin to get on AIM, but I don't think it is going to happen, which is fine because there's always some other time, and he's got shit to deal with, so it's whatever. I just wanted to talk about how In Between I am. But I don't feel like sharing that with my blog, I'm going to share it with a real person. Anyhow,

Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm.
What to say.
All the stuff I wrote in my notebooks that I was going to say seems really meaningless to me right now. And probably always will. So I guess I understand the phrase "Stay Relevant."

Everything feels irrelevant right now! The one chance I get to express my god damn sophisticated words, and SHE BE'S SARCASTIC. Oh no, my life has turned into KingCurtisQuoting. Maybe I am just tired, and frazzled from today's events.

Harry and the Potters just came on my windows media player. Cool, I love it, I haven't listened to this stuff.

I am always brought back to that phrase,
"Those who have nothing to say, keep on saying it. Those who have something to say, can't/don't, say it." Or something like that.

Right now I just feel like saying something. I keep saying this shit. For real, I've been updating my facebook every five minutes lolol. I am such a teenager, hate my generation.

Anyhow, I am having one of those moments that I just want to learn something new and amazing about life. So I should probably read some Thoreau, yeah. But I just want to sit here and listen to music (it's Fergie now).

Lately I have found a very new appreciation for rap. To where I actually like it, not even just as a joke. Well maybe as a joke still, but I'm into it a lot. I found out I love Weezy and Kanye. I have always loved Eminem, of course. I probably have very terrible taste, but I don't care who judges it.

Music used to be very important to me, and I used to judge people by their taste in music, but now I just don't give a shit, and I'm happy with whatever I listen to, whenever I listen to it. It's just not a big deal, guise. I mean, of course Saves the Day is supreme in all aspects forever. Saves the Day is more than music though... Lawl.

Lucky if we're speaking on Holiday, Holidayyy.

Right now i feel very inspired to build a new friendship. Don't care with who (preferrably someone with their own opinions and thoughts on life but anyone works). I think that's kind of dumb of me though. Not that it's dumb to want to befriend people, but to be so unbiased with who it is. But also I think that's good to not judge... lolwut. I can't explain what I'm trying to say.

So I give up.

But one more thing;
"Longer that I'm out here" by Kevin Devine......