Houses And Billboards.

Apparently, the band parents at Southgate Anderson have had conversations about me.
I am "that dumb girl that Kevin was dating, who broke up with him, and just before his birthday!" But apparently, it is also well known that I have "family problems."


Maybe it's none of their business,
Maybe they don't even know me?
This doesn't hurt my self-confidence, but it makes me angry.
I really hope when I'm older I don't get that ignorant.
This is why I'm intimidated by adults, because they automatically assume I'm stupid.
I'm not going to be that way as an adult.

I also hope that when I'm an adult, I don't sit around with a bunch of old women talking crap about teenage girls because they broke up with my son.

It's funny that they say my "family problems" are an excuse for me to be such a terrible person. At least I can admit to it, and don't waste so much energy in effort in holding up the image of being a "normal family." Everyone thinks their family is so perfect but I've been close enough to see how lacking it truly is.


This is more of an angry rant than anything. But I now know who I never want to be.
I'm going to leave these stupid suburbs and move on to greater things.
I'm going to do things with my life that hold true meaning.
And we'll see who questions my intelligence then.
Yeah, sure, say that it was cruel of me to break up with him- that's probably true.
But don't question my intelligence.