Obsolete.

Funny, Obsolete is one of my favorite songs, but it's probably the least fitting song on Can't Slow Down for the title of this post.

Today was a great day. Instead of thinking about doing things, I actually did things.
I bonded with friends & new friends.
I expressed myself to the people I love/care about.
I even read a little bit.
And I magicall guessed The Old Man and the Sea, and I was right.

This is what I've been waiting for, to put things into practice.
It worked out beautifully. I don't even have any regrets, right now.

Well except sometimes I feel like I talk myself into holes but I'm not worrying right now.
Whatever happens will happen, and it's my responsibility to make the best of it.

I used to tell myself, why be sad when you can just be happy? It's a lot more fun and enjoyable to be happy, obviously. It's such a simple task, just deciding you're going to be happy. But you have to do it yourself. And sometimes when I'm sad, I think of this idea, but I willingly decide to be sad. Why? Well, I guess Obsolete does fit. "Sometimes it's the comfort of being so sad, sometimes it feels so right." Chris Conley wrote those words, and he also says- Sadness happens. Let it come, and accept it, and let it pass. I love it.

Don't know what I'm talking about.

PS, you're beautiful and that's what scares me. I'm sorry if you don't want this, I don't know how you feel of course. I'm paranoid and a little mixed up in this area, but I what I do know for certain is that you're beautiful.